The Painful Feelings Part 1 ( A NaLu FanFic)The Painful Feelings>A NaLu FanFIc
No LieNo LieI love you so much, I can die.The pain in my heart, it beats so fast for you.Thump, thump my heart goes, it's no lie.My once old heart that I resented is now new.All thanks to you, I am happy.When I see you, feel you, I know.My love is pure; yea what I say is sappy.But it's the truth, my love is no show.I truly do love you, it's true.No matter what others say, please?I'm not good at this, I have no clue.But my heart does not lie, so this may be a breeze.Just believe in my undeniable words of love.I love you, I truly do, and I'll repeat a thousand times over and follow you to the heavens above.
All Thanks To You All Thanks to YouMy heart was frozen, but when I meet you it began to melt.This feeling that lingered in me, and thus I began to think.Am I insane, or maybe crazy, what I felt.I love you and, and thus created our bound, our link.Before I meet you, I lived in a cold dark world of pain.Lies and hatred towards me, I was a stranger to it.The sorrow, the agony, the world around me would always rain.But, when you entered my world, you shinned, my world was lite.The happiness, the warm feeling I had.I was filled with joy, all thanks to you.I was so happy; I thought maybe I had gone mad.You entered my world and made both my world and I anew.Who would have thought; other than for you that I would say this, however. My love for you is infinite, no amount of time is enough to compare, but let's start with forever.
My Love My LoveI was once alone.Alone in this world we live in.But, when I saw youI was no longer alone.My closed heart began to open.And I began to realize,Realize these feelings that linger inside me.I love you!I want to protect you.I want to see you, feel you, & monopolize you.I do not love you for your beauty.You have beauty because I love you.
Pain Pain Have you ever once been hated and rejected?Where all around you they reject you everything,Friends,Love,Happiness,And even the right to exist?Where ever you go they hate you and they look at you with cold, cold eyes.Eyes filled with hate, and anguish.They hate you and reject you for being alive and then realize,What did you do? Why do they hate you? Why are you rejected everything?To be rejected everything is the same as killing off a person, but killing them would seem like paradise compared to the pain of the stares that look at you with anger.But what if someone does come; they look at you and realize you to be a human being you to are alive and living like everyone else.That person realized you are not a plague, nor a demon, nor death itself, you are a human being like everyone else, and sees that you to have emotions.Then what else could you do? All you can do is be happy and filled with excitement
The Enemy Inside of YouThe Enemy Inside of YouI am the one you fear most.I am the one who puts you in agony.I am the despair in your life.I am you.I bound you to me through the chain of your life.You are a caged bird imprisoned in me.You can never escape me the way you are now.Always afraid, always scared of what if,Always in agony and in despair of not doing anything.Always alone facing these problems that needlessly worry you.Suffering for no reason is the same as slowly and painfully, killing yourself.Slow and painful, is that what one wishes for?You can never escape me unless you conquer me, until you destroy me.I know you well, you hate me, loath me, and I know you wish to destroy me.So don't be afraid, stand up to me and conquer me,Destroy me with your power.And truly become free.
Pitiful PitifulThe one thing we pitiful humans can do is but watch as the ones we love die.The crimson color of blood, drenched in your hands, and thus you hear footstepsYour heart is beating faster and fasterAnd all you can think of is your demiseTormenting yourself while needlessly waitingWhile all you think about is death you realize the footsteps have haltedAnd the lonely sound of silence is so loud and unbearableAs if the silence itself is screaming in your ear, proclaiming your death.And thus you must make a decision.Be killed by the one you love, or kill the one you love.The decision will result in one's death.What can you do?Wait?Wait and be killed?Or wait.Wait and kill?You have decided, and are prepared to lose everything.As the door, that once shielded you, slowly creeks open.A figure arises in the shadow.It is the weapon that is to kill you.The dagger that will rip your heart out.You are ready.The door slams open